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after i get my wisdom teeth out i’ll be eating very little

and after my jaw surgery i’ll be on liquids only because in short my face is going to be kinda broken into a million pieces and glued back together and thus PAIN

so yeah…..

it might be bad for dietary things, but it will mean a pretty severe drop in weight whenever the surgeries happen….

and I’m okay with this.

might even kickstart the weightless again

i dunno why if maybe it’s because mother natures renting a room in my vajina or something but i can’t seem to get off the 130’s …..

>.<

…..not like i ever have time for freaking exercise now, I’m either working or asleep these days

im pulling 7-8 hour shifts so i can save up enough money for travelling, i’ve decided I’m going on my own,

why?

1. Nobody will ever commit to it. 

2. said people will never have enough money or think it’s the “right time” to go

3. im a fucking badass

4. i have a weirdly great sense of direction, seriously, without knowing languages, i can usually point myself the right way with common sense and a good map (take for instance my recent trip to paris, guided everyone to the catacombs in southern paris and nobody else knew how to get there, i didn’t even use a proper map, just the tube tunnel maps HA) 

finished work at 12 after an 8 hour shift

had to walk home, sleep for all of 5 hours then get up to get ready for work at 9am

:( urgh.

elliebellyxo:

My scar is horrid ):

don’t worry too much! it will fade, i did these two last october when i dropped my straighteners on my thigh, this is 7 months on, practically faded, and this is without bio oil, I’m sure if you use bio oil it’ll go even quicker! :D 

i mean seriously, who wouldn’t want to!

thinking of trying out for the stockholm, new york, or canberra departments of the erasmus programme

im so excited, seriously! if i can save enough i’ll be totally okay to go away and not live in crappy old england for a while :D